Well, here she is! We're having another girl! I'm scared. I'm exited. Then I'm scared again....I'm sure this will go on for a long time so I'm becoming acclimated with my range of emotions.
Mostly though, I do have peace...that peace that passes all understanding.
My cervical length was 4.0 today, which is thicker than the last checks, so that is reassuring.
I had to make myself drive straight home from the dr. office and not to go shopping. I didn't buy girly stuff for Audrey since she didn't want to do the big reveal. Even though I'm scared of losing this rainbow, I still want to buy her stuff. It won't hurt less if I don't so why refrain, right? Oh, there were some things on clearance at a few stores that I'm gonna have to check out before the weekend is over...lots of girly things.
Maybe I'm delusional, I just need to physically do something to welcome this new baby girl (name pending obviously) into our lives whether she gets to stay with us or not.
I love you little seahorse girl! I think you're growing lots of hair in there 'cause mommy sure is having a lot of heartburn. Thanks for making us laugh today when you wouldn't show us your face- silly girl -covering it with your hands! You're already a little comedian.
Con"girl"ulations, Michelle!!
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh MICHELLE I just let out the biggest scream in my house!!!!!!!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!! What a blessing, and playing peek a boo already, i love her :)....dont know about you but im thinking this blog needs a little splash of pinks and purples lol..although as a girl my favorite colors are blue anyway lol...so happy for you...and I know I know, we want to stop ourselves from buying things (well not me, but buying things for you guys) and then I think...no matter what these things are HERS and I say BUY THEM!!!! WOOHOOOO!!! cant wait to hear her name =)
ReplyDeleteOh WOW! A girl ~ congrats! I think something girly is definitely in order...especially for you. How glorious to get to know your sweet baby girl.
ReplyDeleteOh, Congratulations!!!!! Girls are THE BEST.... of course that is all I have ever made, so I am totally biased. :)
ReplyDeleteSo glad that things are looking well. Keep up the great work. I know you are headed into a pretty scary time. But you will get through it. Sending you many hugs!
~Melissa~